screw windy mornings and early wake-up calls from mama! i gotta go to school in like what? 7 hours?! damn! ever heard of chill-and-sleep-tight-coz-its-cold? oh well. im now awake.. thanks again.
i learned about something yesterday which i promise i never intended to know! SHE BLURTED IT OUT! and just as expected-- i knew it. how can i help you if you dont want to help yourself!?! STOP ACTING LIKE YOU DONT KNOW, coz it'll hurt you more.. (or you really know her wanting but dont want to do anything coz you're happy?!) whatever. just felt sad coz its not what i want for you.. whatever. as if it matters right?
ONE TRUTH ABOUT ME: i never get what i want, so dont go praying that i'll be wishing you luck, prosperity, wisdom or what-so-ever, it might not come your way.. just might go to your uhm, friends?? i dont know. fuck im sleepy.
you showed up on a sunny day, said "hi fucker!"-- and ruined everything. do you mind if i ask you to teach me how to be an ass? wanna try it on... erm... YOU? haha
for the first time in 9 months-- I DREAMT OF LOVE. true love that wasn't much of that person.. somebody else.. it felt real and painless.. honestly? i like it. 
when boredom strikes: rest your back and hug a pillow-- might have a pt. 2 of "this could be me and you"....... HAHA im gonna knock myself out now.. feel like having my 5-day vacation.
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